So, this may sound strange, but it is really just starting to dawn on me that I am about to have a baby. Another one... Already!

A really good friend of mine just had her first baby (CONGRATULATIONS BRANDI AND RANDY!!) and Quinn was thrilled to meet the new little guy! At the doctor's office we sometimes see brand new mothers with their little ones and he is enthralled with them. He hushes people when babies are sleeping, and yells 'hello' and waves to every baby in the supermarket, but for some reason I am absolutely terrified that Quinn is going to hate the new baby that comes to live at his house!

And I admit it... I feel kind of GUILTY for having another baby so soon! Even though it is what we wanted, I feel like my time with Quinn is going to be interrupted, and that is probably not the way I should be looking at things! I am already wondering how I am going to handle being away from him when I am at the hospital with the new baby (I am more worried about how I am going to deal with it than how he will handle it!).

He loves to talk about "Baby Mouse" (that's what he calls Miles). He kisses my belly and tells it good-night. He is going to be such an awesome big brother! I really hope that he adjust quickly to the enormous change that is about to happen! His pediatrician said that most babies his age are used to the idea of a new sibling within a week... I really hope so!!

I worry about the silliest things! We all know that Quinn has an enormous head, but I am worried that Miles will have a normal sized head, or even worse, a small head! Why would I worry about that? Because think of all of the pictures of them together! It would look so silly! Not to mention that all of Miles' hand-me-downs are coming to him with stretched-out necks!

Sigh.